| What makes a person happy in a relationship and as a person? Can anyone answer that? |
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| stressed; millions of things are running through my mind; i feel like i have to please everyone of my family members just to have a place to live; laying down all these rules make me feel like i'm in jail; every step that i take is like being watched; they say that laying down all these rules will help straighten me out but honestly it just makes me want to rebel against them more; i feel like they have turned their backs on me when they were my age they didn't pay for bills like i did, i feel like they have had everything good when they were my age; my parents helping them out.... i'm just so stressed. there are times when i just break down out of no where like earlier today and cry non stop; i am just so stressed out. i feel like i can't live with my family because i'm over crowding their homes. a friend has offered me a place to stay and im thinking about taking him up on that offer but with all these bills i know that i have coming i don't know if i will even make rent. i feel so depressed. i don't do the things i use to do anymore i feel like all i ever worry about is bills bills bills. i can't even get myself something nice like take myself shopping for me or even get my little nephews and niece something nice for christmas because of it. i'm struggling and i don't know if i can even do this any longer. there are times when i just want to dissapear from here; but then again it will be like i'm running away from my problems. ugh so stressed out. im tired of this bullshit going on |
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| i give up; Why fight for someone who won't even do it for you? Can anyone Answer that? |
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| LOVE makes you do stupid shit; .sighs. BE OUTTA MCHIGAN BY THANKSGIVING MISS ME OR NOT; |
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